le tue parole

Consistency. I've been in selfappointed exile since sunday, eating maggi mee, alio olio and rice with chilli. Mid term exams never really dealt very well with me. With just a couple of days of studying, stir crazy panic is descending rapidly, and my bored mind has grasped on to the excessive, mental diarrhea insane muses have conjured upon.

It's funny how people can be struggling for survival just a 5 hour drive from here, while i worry about things as mundane as exams. I never liked the sense of hopelessness that overwhelms. I want to help. Not out of the goodness of my heart (though it'll be great), but to lift the heavy dispair that coats the news and conversational topics. We're all selfish beings, unable to understand the concept of agape. God's love.

Despite the occasions of attempted contemplation and conviction, daily life consists of no more than pushing ahead, juggling school work and activities. Brings surreal to another dimension - mine.

why continue in our patterns of life
why dance in Man's webs of love
why fuel the need to strive?

per amore, per voi, per il dio.