Another summer day. has come and gone away

it probably wasn't a good idea to listen to the soul wrenching serenade of jesse cook while reading angst-filled jaded stories. I had half a mind to pop open notepad and start writing a grammatical suicide named The Wretched and I. For once, my laziness saved me.

summer has been wonderful. It's amazing how much i missed home and the missed having such brilliant company. Despite the lapses of close hysterics and having movie after movie slap "carpe diem" in my face, this holiday has been the first (and prob. only) time i will have without a single acedemic/work-related worry and anything else be darned, i'm going to enjoy myself!



I met up a couple of times with Rach and Aditi last week, just before rachy went back to australia. We did some shopping, but mostly sat around talking, about the silly things we used to do, the silly we're doing and the silly things we're about to do. It's been awhile since i've spoken to people i can connect so well with, and for once in a long long time, there were no expectations, just good relaxed company. It's after a year of absence that i learnt who and what to treasure. Most of what we chase in life are ephemeral, but friendship is forever (blast the cliche-ness) and God has blessed me with friends that i can imagine growing old with (and having wheelchair races)



AC folks at TC. Same eccentric-ness, same nerd-ness, but different characters and sophisticated natures. It's hard not to admire their foolhardiness, intellegence and incredible fun-ness hehe. Y'all rock!



Artikulation! Acjc's annual MEP concert. Xinxin'en was fantastic as usual =) Couldn't help but turn a little green at the look of seemingly effortless creation of music. Fuels inspiration but makes me reluctant to touch my instruments because of lack of competence. Cycle ensues :p Met Dhar and Joyce! Couldn't help but take an MEP girls shot weeeeee!



Post-Artikulation funness, situated at the rooftop terrace of the Esplanade. I learnt that flash, so close to the face creates blindness-ensuing pictures that even photoshop cannot save (or it cld also be in incompetence). Valerie, the bestest bestest girl in the world (who happens my best friend) *swoons* has came back to S'pore after a year of studying in the UK. Had lots of gossip to catch up on hehes ^^. Missed her cheerfulness and optimism, support and encouragement, and her ability to listen. With her around, you can't be moody. 'Tis impossible!


and as time always does, when yr having loads of fun, it disappears and leaves me only a bare 3 weeks before my scheduled return to Purdue, dorm life, and cramming time. Much as i love my time here, i suppose, in great reluctance, once i return, it's time to buck up and produce results.

*pants* that was a loooong post hehes. tis definately better than The Wretched and I. *nods* ciao!

tomorrow's rain will wash my tears away

i woke up feeling self sufficient.
i woke up feeling good.
i woke up feeling rested,
i woke up without wanting you


more myself than anyone to be blamed, i thought myself free. It was silly to think my heart was mine again, what's given is hard to retain. With those words you uttered, reality came barging back in.

Hook line and sinker, baby.