Running from paper tigers

it has only been 2 months. can't imagine how much i miss you, miss what i was around you, miss what you meant to me, miss what you made me feel, miss your laugh, your smile, the lameness, the intellegence, wit, the emotions you try to hide. Just you.

I dunno whether it's normal. perhaps it is, to find an emotional output, a companion that you'd share everything with, know that that someone wld provide the support and love you'll need. Not accusations, criticises. maybe that infuriating logic, but it always succeeded in making you feel better. And you wished hoped and maybe have the same effect to the other. Soulmate

it's times like this when i fully appreciate yr comfort. that when i sat in the rain, you sat right by next to me. here i sit alone.

I miss you telling me how stupid i am, even. And after my first major mistake here, no "baka" comment made me feel better, and i miss you ever so much more. selfish, but i do.

i do.

If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.
John 15:18

Thankews :D
To my sweet sweet wonderful friends: Davy (dude! waasssup? :p) Jenni (*hugs* bri taking care of you? hehe) Bri (crazy bugger :p i'll get back at you soon!) Peni (haven't heard from you in a long time gal!)

thanks so so so much for the letters and pacel :D you cannot imagine how crazily deliriously euphoric to get 'em! My dada was like those crazy ppl packed so much stuff for you hehe it was the first thing i dived for. Seriously guys, that was so entirely sweet! I'm sticking yr letters and such all over my wall hehe the first written contact from s'pore! yay! hehes. I miss y'all so much! *sigh* i was flipping thr the book y'all gave me. bleurg. parting is such a sweet sorrow. i wish i cld show y'all the beautiful autumn weather here. it's incredible. i feel much better after meeting my dada and getting yr stuff, a real booster ya know? :) thanks so much hehe i really appreciate it! :D

Davy-boy! Dude, that cd is really really really cool. :D the cover is so cute! the way everything is hand written and drawn... thanks so much! ^^ i owe you big one!

Jen Hey dearie! Life has it's pains >.< but if we never hurt, we ain't never going to feel better ne? :D smile! Thanks soooo much for that socks :p they're cute hehe (you know me too well it's scary :s just kidding! hehes)

Bri The bug was not funny man. Not funny. Hmph. but thanks anyway :D it gave me a real laugh :)

Peni Just a letter, short and sweet. Just a whisper beneath the beat. Just like hot chocolate in a mug, that little note was like a hug. :) sounds silly but it's sooo true

if it's possible i miss y'all even more. *sigh* guys, really thanks so much. God has blessed me with really really really sweet friends. i love y'all :) God bless dearies! Take care! :D

The story that was (part one)

taken by Chris Lin
starring: Chris Chu
Tiff Lam


It was a cold dark night, and the only source of light was the dim yellowish glow of the few scattered street lamps. Laying on the ground just inches away from a white van, layed a black cloacked figure...


With hard-felt determination, the fallen rider pushes himself up painfully


but falls back onto the ground, too tired and cold.

to be continued...
will the poor rider ever get up? or will he be stuck to the cold hard asphalt ground? Catch the next episode, which wld be screened when tiff has stopped procrasinating!

Promos are over for y'all :D Praise the Lord hehe. God bless for your results! :) Am having my october break now hehe daddy's coming today! In fact he's driving to purdue right now. Can't wait :) wooohooo! hehe. This is a product of us very extremely bored ppl at midnight. hehe, the campus is virtually deserted right now, cause most of the locals went back for the hol. Hope you enjoyed it ^^ the next one is quite funny hehe. =D

God bless :)

Tapping my red shoes

The past week has been craaaaazy. Prob not as crazy as y'all preparing for the promos, had a sudden rush of homework and stress. The next week prob wouldn't be much better. But the October break (which is only 2 days -.-) is coming, and dada's going to visit me! :)

God bless for all y'all taking the Promos!

Here's a little something. Hopefully it'll bring some smiles and encouragement!
PSALM 23 (Student Version- RSV)

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not flunk;
He keepeth me from lying down when I should be studying.
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break;
He restoreth my faith in study guides.
He leads me to better study habits
For my grade's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of borderline grades,
I will not have a nervous breakdown;
For thou art with me.
My prayers and my friends, they comfort me.
Thou givest me answers in moments of blankness;
Thou anointest my head with understanding.
My test paper runneth over with questions I recognise.
Surely passing grades and flying colours shall follow me
All the days of my examinations,
And I shall not have to dwell in JC1 forever,
Amen!

The weather is getting pretty cold. It was a whooping 1 degree last night, and we had a midnight match again, cycled 15 out to get a nice milkshake and got back at around 3am. It was freezing! Cld hardly pry myself off the bike :p and was only wearing pants and a sweater. >.<

While researching for my pol sci paper, i stumbled across this site : http://story.news.yahoo.com/news?g=events/wl/080602chinataiwan&tmpl=sl&e=1 needless to say, i was soooooo pissed! "Snot"?! If only i could give that guy a piece of my mind. Singapore has developed so well and so far and they consider us snot?! Bleurg. If anything independance got Singapore standing on her feet again. It's kinda like going to university, you have to grow up and be responsible for yr action in order to survive. And we've cultivated this instinct of survival because of the spilt with Malaysia, and because of this initiative to stay and survive as an INDEPENDANT state. I'm not saying S'pore is perfect though, we're far from that, but as far as i'm concerned, S'pore's my little treasure island :)

hehe. Wow. i sure got patriotic after i left. But i guess we take S'pore for granted most of the time, and only realise what home meant when we left.